I Wish I Was a Child Again

01-14-2008, 01:50 PM

Lately, I accept these feelings that fourth dimension has passed me by. I call up beingness ten years old and thinking that I accept enough of fourth dimension to accomplish my goals. Well, now I'm 32 and I have achieved cipher and I'm too erstwhile to do anything now.

I wish I was x over again. Happy all the ones I love still alive and around. No worries well-nigh war, crime, work, death, relationships just fun with my toys watching Television. It sucks beingness 32! I absolutely hate it!

01-xiv-2008, 06:07 PM

Man, I wish I was 32 again!!!!!!!!!!!! I can just say this..."you're as young right now equally you lot're "ever" going to be".... It is never too late to attempt something new, to find something or someone to brand you happy. It is just too tardily if you give up trying.....
I know life can really get yous downward sometimes.....and can exist a struggle, just in that location is still a lot of good out at that place.....I hope things look up for you...keep posting....

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01-17-2008, 06:x AM

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Originally Posted by CSense View Post

Lately, I accept these feelings that time has passed me by. I think being x years old and thinking that I accept plenty of time to achieve my goals. Well, at present I'm 32 and I have achieved goose egg and I'm besides old to do annihilation now.

I wish I was 10 once again. Happy all the ones I beloved still live and around. No worries about war, crime, work, expiry, relationships just fun with my toys watching TV. Information technology sucks beingness 32! I absolutely hate it!

CSense, There is a time in everyone's life where they feel every bit you do about time passing and what goals were reached (or not). I'll be 40 this year but people take me for 28, and although I'd never desire to go back to my hellish babyhood, I don't recollect it's as well late for you lot or me. Your depression will tell you lot that though, sometimes I wait at my life compared to others I know and call back wow, I haven't accomplished a affair. Living with low isn't easy, go piece of cake on yourself. What was information technology that you lot wanted "to do" ??

01-17-2008, 06:forty PM

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Originally Posted by CSense View Post

Lately, I have these feelings that time has passed me by. I think being 10 years old and thinking that I have plenty of fourth dimension to reach my goals. Well, now I'thou 32 and I take achieved nothing and I'm also onetime to exercise anything now. I hate it!

Sounds like you are angry about something? And non just lack of fourth dimension.

I thing I have learned is non to define success by society's definition, or for that matter anyone'due south definition simply my ain.

You exercise take plenty of fourth dimension to attain your goals and yous know what, if your goals have changed so what! I am non fond of motivational speakers or people who desire me to go become go practise do practise. Someone famous once said something about if your don't have goals your basically lost. Well I call up that is a load of crap.

I think we acquire how to set goals when nosotros are children, when nosotros are allowed to dream, and this child was into survival. My goal was to keep mom happy then I could exist happy. Forget virtually dreams and goals. My shrink always asks me what my goals are. Every bit if I'm going to accept a goal and actually have a plan on reaching it. Ha that seems impossible to me. My goal is to exist content and alive in the nowadays moment. If I desire something I usually become it but I don't have large dreams, but that's me. We are all different and I truly admire people who have that become upwards and become which I practise not have but I accept that about myself.

So Csense thanks for listening all near me - how are you lot doing? Feeling any better?

Treelover.

01-21-2008, 08:21 AM

hi,

i know the feeling exactly! many times i also feel that i oasis't accomplished much until now (37 y.o). on the i hand, i believe that is mostly my depression talking, and my twisted outlook on life...seeing more often than not the negative in things. rationally i know i've done things and i've managed to attain some things that i should exist proud of (masters caste; my own co-op; non really depending on anyone--except emotionally, and that's what we all need, as maslow said--a sense of belonging and a sense that we and our opinions affair in this world)... ..but i'm not proud, and i don't care about those things anymore. my feeling almost them now is 'and then what? who really gives a damn? do these really assistance me in easying my depression NOW, this hell that's lasted for more than than a decade?" no, they don't! ... i don't care about these by 'accomplishments.'

i've read somewhere that a happy person is i that has something to wait forward to in life...that has plans. but, how easy is it to make plans when you can't see the sun in front of your eyes anymore; when everything is so darn grey all the time, when you lot accept no motivation, when you lot experience like you lot're but passing through here, and only going through the motions of life, because yous just Have to??!!!!! considering you tin't afford not to. so, there is a person who'due south simply existing, non living. this is fifty-fifty worse when the person is sensitive, or ultra sensitive...and every bit you know, it'southward hard to change certain aspects of one's personality. well, personality doesn't actually change; behavior does. i don't know what to say anymore, except that i understand.
god anoint

01-21-2008, 12:41 PM

Hey Dakota Skye:

I have not "seen" you effectually lately. I am glad to see that you are back, if in fact you went away. I could accept but missed yous.

Been dorsum and forth on the Depression Board.

Making plans, goals has been an issue for me for a long time but I have come up to realize I am not like other people nor do I have to be. Like you said, when low is hanging over your head getting through the solar day is a miracle.

Glad to see you.

Treelover.

01-21-2008, 07:46 PM

hi treelover,

nice to encounter you too! thanks for writing!
yes, i've been away for a few months...new job and all, but nonetheless struggling with the never-catastrophe nightmare. half a day good hither and there, but overall, i don't know what to practice anymore. completely tin can't meet the forest for the trees anymore, you know?!! how the heck tin can it go that bad, fifty-fifty on meds?!!! need to detox! need to go these darn chemicals out of my body--i've been seriously thinking of that. actually tired of taking pills and more pills, and for the past 15 years or so...

anyhow, you're so right almost getting through tomorrow--never mind making plans. i wouldn't know where or how to start them.

hope to 'run across' you here again before long,
d.

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